[He doesn't answer that question for a long time, as various thoughts go through his head. No, he doesn't necessarily think that he means little to Ren, but not as much as that scavenger. When it comes down to it, Hux is rather certain that Ren would choose her over him, despite everything they went through together.
Maybe he's jumping to conclusions, but she has the Force. Ren betrayed the Order and Snoke for her. Hux doubts Ren would do the same for him. Besides, wouldn't be the first time a person from Jakku took away something that he wanted.]
Don't try and tell me that you'd pick me over her.
[As much as he tries to think of where he might have gone wrong to make the other man assume such a thing, he can't come up with anything concrete. He kept the secret of who killed Snoke, and why, yes—but is that really enough to negate everything they've been through?]
Why would you think that? [If he comes across as a little desperate, he wouldn't even deny it.] I love you. That hasn't changed.
[Hux actually softens slightly when he hears those three words. Such weakness, to have his mind swayed by them, but he can't find himself holding onto his anger. He knows that Ren means it; he's not the type to say something like that just to manipulate him (that's something Hux would do).]
You're still willing to stay by me?
[He doesn't mean to come out so pathetic, but there's a deep insecurity in his expression that Hux can't hide.]
[Wanting Armitage to be closer won't make anything happen on its own, as easier as it would make things, so instead Kylo gets to his feet to approach in a few slow steps. He reaches out hesitantly for Hux's arms, hoping he'll accept the touch.]
I could never leave you. [Guilty, he turns his gaze to the floor for a moment before he looks back up.] And I'll never lie to you again. I promise.
[He steps closer to Ren, wordlessly allowing him to grasp onto his arms. He's never the type to ask for contact, but it's still obvious that he wants his partner to be close with him with now. It doesn't help that Hux is feeling pathetically vulnerable too. Guess it's a side effect of Ren saying those words to him.]
You promised now, just like before. [Ren's true to his word, right? He hasn't abandoned Hux so far, although he just learned that he betrayed Snoke for one girl. But it's different with him, right? Because Ren actually cares about him...
[The fact that Armitage does move closer is enough for Kylo to feel a bit relieved, and some of the greyed living room returns to its former brightness. His right hand moves down to grasp Hux's left, fingers curling around where he knows the green ring to be.]
[Ren will certainly find the ring on Hux's hand, despite the glove covering it. He hasn't left the house without it, even while he was upset with him. As much as he hates being sentimental, the ring brings a certain comfort to Hux. It's a reminder of Ren's promise...]
...As long as you feel that way, I won't leave you either. [He admits quietly, but sincerely.]
[Kylo lets out a shaky breath as his shoulders relax slightly, the words reassuring him in a way he didn't know he needed to be. He supposes he was as worried as Hux was, in a way, even if the fear didn't arise consciously until just now.
He pulls Armitage into his arms, not wanting to get too emotional all over again. He can only handle so much.]
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lostapprentice) wrote2035-01-06 02:37 am
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Armitage. Do you think you mean so little to me?
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Maybe he's jumping to conclusions, but she has the Force. Ren betrayed the Order and Snoke for her. Hux doubts Ren would do the same for him. Besides, wouldn't be the first time a person from Jakku took away something that he wanted.]
Don't try and tell me that you'd pick me over her.
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Why would you think that? [If he comes across as a little desperate, he wouldn't even deny it.] I love you. That hasn't changed.
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You're still willing to stay by me?
[He doesn't mean to come out so pathetic, but there's a deep insecurity in his expression that Hux can't hide.]
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I could never leave you. [Guilty, he turns his gaze to the floor for a moment before he looks back up.] And I'll never lie to you again. I promise.
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You promised now, just like before. [Ren's true to his word, right? He hasn't abandoned Hux so far, although he just learned that he betrayed Snoke for one girl. But it's different with him, right? Because Ren actually cares about him...
He doesn't think that has changed.]
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Yes. And I'm not leaving you.
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...As long as you feel that way, I won't leave you either. [He admits quietly, but sincerely.]
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He pulls Armitage into his arms, not wanting to get too emotional all over again. He can only handle so much.]
Thank you.