[ When the connection opens Ren would be meant witch confusion and anger. Even though he tries to push it back but he can take help his own feelings right now. He breathes out a little before speaking. ]
I wanted you to know that Kenobi knows. I didn't tell Rey where it was. She contacted me first in regards of it being Finn's. As soon as I didn't tell where though she's quickly called it hers and then promptly accused me of being a thief.
She went and told Kenobi that I was a thief. However, the conversation never lead back to why she contacted me in the first place.
So instead of the lightsaber being a sentimental value from a dear friend it turned into a weapon of light and Jedi business.
Even though I apologized several times for not knowing their way or the will of the Force. I got told I was being disrespectful.
When in truth, the story went from it being Finn's lightsaber to hers to other people who may want it.
I go to told to consider the feelings of others and their thoughts. Yet, I feel their actions and words are just as confusing. Feelings and thoughts change just like the seasons do. Actions and words are much more permenant.
Whose really in the wrong here? I know I should apologize to her for not telling her where. I'm not even sure if she told him the full story or not. He never once called it Finn's just that it was a saber that belonged to the light and that I was meddling with the Jedi affairs.
[ It should have stayed as a sentimental value from a dear friend. But it had became something much more. ]
[Ren was having a perfectly good day until this moment, at which point feelings and several, several words are shoved into his head (well, alright, he did accept the connection, but he didn't expect this), and as it goes on he gets more and more annoyed.
It's all met with silence for several seconds, and where he sits he brings a hand to pinch the bridge of his nose. Does he really have to deal with this?]
[ Poe knows that feelings and thoughts can be misjudged too. It's not something that can be easy to predict. He wasn't exactly sure how Ren would be with this news but he also didn't want not to warn him. ]
I was only trying to get everything out of the way that needed to be said.
[There's no small amount of bitterness to the thought, but he hasn't risen to rage levels. This is just... a minor setback. An obstacle he'll have to overcome. He won't let this become an issue that angers him instead of brightening his mood like it has been.]
I don't care "who's in the wrong," and I don't care what you do or don't say to them. I'm not letting this fall into anyone else's hands and that's it.
[ Good, keep thinking positive thoughts Ren. Poe didn't really want to get too many other more people involved really. Saying everything out loud though helped him realize that this could be a lot of people at fault. Even if they may not see it as such. He'll accept his own faults and actions for not telling her. But the item itself was still from their friend, if she really needed it as a sentimental item she could have said that. ]
It should have stayed between Rey and I but she went to Kenobi. I learned more than what I wanted since I didn't understand the Jedi at all.
I told him that you were different but I don't think he really cared to listen to what I had to say. Not that I really care, I say my opinions and I mean them. The last time someone didn't want to listen I left the New Republic, because it was about the First Order.
I think I figured it out anyway. Being able to speak it all out in the open was helpful. I'm sorry to have went on with it. I just wanted to warn you since there was no promises of him keeping it between us.
[ And this business started between Poe and Ren. He couldn't not warn but he wasn't going to be adding in additional people. It would stay between Ren, Obi-Wan, Rey and him. If he needed to say anything to anyone he would be very vague about it. ]
[It's said a little tersely, but there's less bitterness in the words than Poe might expect. His tone mostly comes from the fact that he doesn't like saying comforting things unless he particularly likes a person.]
[ Poe's last experience with a religious group was a bit crazy. He did believe at one point that their savior could have kicked Terex's butt but that's not what happened. That experience alone was something. Including ditching his own blaster to prove a point when in the end was risky to do. ]
I know you'll be able to handle it. I just didn't want you to be surprised or caught off guard.
[ It's weird to say that to Kylo Ren but his words sound true even though it's mixed with some doubts. He will figure out how to make things up to other people. Even if it means doing a task for many months. He nursed a Jedi tree back to health and was doing that for an entire year. If anything he knows that he can fix his mistakes. It's just a matter of how. ]
I'll let you get back to what you were doing.
[ There's a small leak of more doubt and some regret but it's not really meant towards Ren, it's what he's going to do next and he closes the connection before any other emotions drop in. ]
[There's a hint of curiosity that comes through the connection as Kylo considers the emotions he's getting from the other side, and even if he didn't exactly sign up for all of that there's still the sense of him tilting his head and examining Poe.
But he says nothing, and when Dameron breaks off the connection, he has no desire to stop that from happening. He will indeed get back to what he was doing.
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lostapprentice) wrote2035-01-06 02:37 am
Voice : sometime after his talk with Kenobi
I wanted you to know that Kenobi knows. I didn't tell Rey where it was. She contacted me first in regards of it being Finn's. As soon as I didn't tell where though she's quickly called it hers and then promptly accused me of being a thief.
She went and told Kenobi that I was a thief. However, the conversation never lead back to why she contacted me in the first place.
So instead of the lightsaber being a sentimental value from a dear friend it turned into a weapon of light and Jedi business.
Even though I apologized several times for not knowing their way or the will of the Force. I got told I was being disrespectful.
When in truth, the story went from it being Finn's lightsaber to hers to other people who may want it.
I go to told to consider the feelings of others and their thoughts. Yet, I feel their actions and words are just as confusing. Feelings and thoughts change just like the seasons do. Actions and words are much more permenant.
Whose really in the wrong here? I know I should apologize to her for not telling her where. I'm not even sure if she told him the full story or not. He never once called it Finn's just that it was a saber that belonged to the light and that I was meddling with the Jedi affairs.
[ It should have stayed as a sentimental value from a dear friend. But it had became something much more. ]
voice
It's all met with silence for several seconds, and where he sits he brings a hand to pinch the bridge of his nose. Does he really have to deal with this?]
You talk too much.
voice
I was only trying to get everything out of the way that needed to be said.
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[There's no small amount of bitterness to the thought, but he hasn't risen to rage levels. This is just... a minor setback. An obstacle he'll have to overcome. He won't let this become an issue that angers him instead of brightening his mood like it has been.]
I don't care "who's in the wrong," and I don't care what you do or don't say to them. I'm not letting this fall into anyone else's hands and that's it.
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It should have stayed between Rey and I but she went to Kenobi. I learned more than what I wanted since I didn't understand the Jedi at all.
I told him that you were different but I don't think he really cared to listen to what I had to say. Not that I really care, I say my opinions and I mean them. The last time someone didn't want to listen I left the New Republic, because it was about the First Order.
I think I figured it out anyway. Being able to speak it all out in the open was helpful. I'm sorry to have went on with it. I just wanted to warn you since there was no promises of him keeping it between us.
[ And this business started between Poe and Ren. He couldn't not warn but he wasn't going to be adding in additional people. It would stay between Ren, Obi-Wan, Rey and him. If he needed to say anything to anyone he would be very vague about it. ]
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[It's said a little tersely, but there's less bitterness in the words than Poe might expect. His tone mostly comes from the fact that he doesn't like saying comforting things unless he particularly likes a person.]
I'll take care of it as it comes.
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I know you'll be able to handle it. I just didn't want you to be surprised or caught off guard.
[ It's weird to say that to Kylo Ren but his words sound true even though it's mixed with some doubts. He will figure out how to make things up to other people. Even if it means doing a task for many months. He nursed a Jedi tree back to health and was doing that for an entire year. If anything he knows that he can fix his mistakes. It's just a matter of how. ]
I'll let you get back to what you were doing.
[ There's a small leak of more doubt and some regret but it's not really meant towards Ren, it's what he's going to do next and he closes the connection before any other emotions drop in. ]
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But he says nothing, and when Dameron breaks off the connection, he has no desire to stop that from happening. He will indeed get back to what he was doing.
... humph. Good luck, pilot.]