[It's not so much that she wants to change him, so much as she wants to change things for him. Because while she doesn't know the full story of what happened for things to turn out the way they did, she still takes responsibility for it all anyway. There must have been something they missed or something they could've done to make Ben not turn to the dark side, and she can't accept otherwise. But it's not so easy to explain, especially with him confronting her about wanting to change him.]
That's not it at all. More than anything I've wanted to get to know you during our time here.
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That's not it at all. More than anything I've wanted to get to know you during our time here.