[He allows his eyes to slide shut, taking in a deep breath as he prepares to answer. He still doesn't know what to think about it all—like most things, he has conflicting feelings.]

I stopped caring entirely. Even aside from what I did and didn't do... there was nothing in me that wanted to fight that.

[It... almost scares him, even though he knows he also sought that out almost immediately. Just giving up was so much easier than continuing to fight.]